Thursday, January 7, 2016

Midway on Saturday

You can tell, if you have the time and inclination to watch, you can tell just about everything that everyone’s feeling in an airport.

The ones ambling along, smiling, window-shopping the crappy stores with obscenely priced tchotchkes they have no intention to buy – these are the ones who are getting a welcome break, probably seeing someone they love when they arrive.

The speed-walking, harried, hungry yuppies, sprinting with fashionably long coats flapping behind – they don’t travel for pleasure, even during vacations. They RUN from plane to plane, RUN to the hotel, RUN to the tourist traps, RUN to check their e-mail and make sure they haven’t been laid off in the last hour, RUN back to the hotel, RUN to the planes again – and in their running, never escaped their pursuing worries for a moment.

Some neither sprint nor stroll, but slump. Are they simply jet-lagged? Are they traveling to leave some dreadful burden behind, or to take one on? Has there been a funeral, a break-up, a layoff, some crushing news? Or are they former runners, now too tired to run anymore?

Flight! The dream of humanity for as long as there have been humans. To arise like the gods, rise above the hard, gritty, unforgiving earth and miraculously be elsewhere, someplace warmer or cooler or brighter or bigger or greener or safer or just plain new. To have adventures (but no real dangers), taste the food and breathe the air of elsewhere, to stay as long as it suits us, then leave to carry the tale back, or onward. To mingle, at Midway on Saturday, with a sea of strangers, gaze on the infinite variety that is us, consider new possibilities, feel the exhilarating power of knowing I can go anywhere, and pretend that means I can do anything.

Flight! Whether we fly from something, or fly to something, we are forever longing to fly. Our simian ancestors could tell us why – they knew that the higher you go, the fewer predators can reach you, and the more unspoiled food you can find. But for us, there’s something else, something uniquely human – nothing pragmatic like the apes’ drive to be higher up, but simply wanting to experience something new, to add to ourselves a little bit.

Perhaps that’s what worries me most about those traveling business people. They’re partaking in a miracle, and they don’t even know it. All the kids know it – their faces are plastered against the window, wonder and joy and terror all blended in what our wiser ancestors called holy fear. But when the wondrous becomes commonplace, even burdensome – what then? A piece of our humanity is dulled, when we fly too often. And so many other things in the life of a business traveler can dull his humanity, that it’s profoundly sad to see this, too, fall away.

 

© John M. Munzer

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